A
Gesture Life
In
Chang-rae Lee’s novel A Gesture Life,
Doc’s first friend in Bedley Run, and eventual love interest, Mary Burns, also points out his life of gestures. Mary Burns had tried very hard to maintain a relationship with Doc, and with Sunny, but young Sunny’s dutifully spent time with her strains it. Doc is helpless to change his daughter’s feelings—that she is pleasant, polite and enjoyable in Mary’s company but quickly departs from it after “time served”. An additional strain between them is that Doc is passive and agreeable, and while Mary has trouble defining what it is she wants from him, he has even more trouble obliging it. Doc cannot return the intimacy and affection she shares with him, perhaps because of his untold story of life as a war medic.
The novel's present is the time of Doc's retirement. He has sold his business to the Hickey's, for whom it quickly begins to fail. Doc continues to visit them, and finds himself volunteering to sort out the financial documents and bank arrangements. He does this out of kindness, not guilt, although he does feel guilt for the Hickey's situation (complicated by the hospitalization of their son who is waiting on a donated heart) even though he knows he is not responsible for it. Mrs. Hickey loves Doc and expresses her sincere gratitude for his generosity and nobility, while Mr. Hickey, more frustrated every day, hates Doc, as he blames him for selling them a "lemon" knowing it was a doomed business. When Mr. Hickey asks Doc to stop coming around to help, Doc is hurt, not only because of his mutual admiration for Mrs. Hickey and desire to help her, but also for his need to keep busy.
Doc’s
life has happened in three worlds:
Doc is haunted by his memories of war, but in many ways they mirror his present. His daughter, the Hickeys, Renny and Liv, Veronica and Officer Como, and other townspeople are constantly reminding him of the events that transpired. Even in the dangerous jungles of wartime, where victory, survival and attempts to achieve some level of comfort were the main interests of soldiers, Doc’s relationships with his superiors and his patients were formal, and carefully geared towards keeping the good reputation of a well educated medical officer. As a loyal officer he has little choice anyway but to follow orders and protocol, even when he witnesses cruelty, suicide, and manslaughter.
Doc’s “gesture life”, as revealed in the first half of this novel, is often a cover for the pain he feels in the present and remembers from the past. However, his gestures never seem insincere. His kindness towards the Hickeys, his compassion for the sexual “volunteers” and dread for what they endured, his desire to Sunny successful and happy (even though both his and her reputations are important to him), and his good rapport with everyone in town are examples of the good, if tortured, person that he is.
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